Wow, I can't believe that I won a 2010 Top Abuse & Recovery Blogs Award presented by MedicalBilling and Coding! Thank you SO much to all who nominated me!! ♥
I really do not deserve it because I'm a very lazy blogger - or rather more to the point I'm just not very organised and still find it very difficult to prioritise things in my life.
Well, this has come at a great time because I have 2 and a half years of sobriety this week - so, it´s a nice way to mark this milestone (yes, I'm still newly sober enough to want to celebrate half a year!!)
I must sort through my old early recovery journal again very soon and continue on with my story.
Today I'm sober and content - still living in difficult circumstances, but so many things have changed for the better (mainly my relationships with others, and my new ability to keep putting one foot in front of the other and persevering rather than giving up). My life hasn´t really changed - but I HAVE. My perspective is completely different and I no longer have that destructive victim mentality, which only ever aliented me from the rest of society. I now realise that the only person who can change my life is ME. It's no one else's responsibility - sitting around feeling sorry for myself or worrying about things only ever does me harm.
Friday, November 19, 2010
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